mood: ditzy music: Greenday~Boulevard of broken dreams

Rob Kidnapped Grover!!!!!!!!!!

mood: hopeful music: Pain~Jimmy eatworld

Break has been weird....Had  a few fun days. But break has pretty much suxed. Everythings been really weird all week and i dont like it at all. I guess i just need to get stuff figured out? Last nite was New years eve...Lizzy and i went to BIllys party. Im a real light weight so it suxed. I was pukeing by 10:00,and Rob was kind of mad at me.A lot of crazy stuff happend last nite and a lot of people were there, billys house was trashed. I wish that last nite would have been better,and im sorry for messing up your nite. Today suxed too,i got no sleep last nite so i was dieing of tiredness/girlness and i couldnt sleep. Rob and i were suppossed to hang out,but that ended up not happening. :( I just want break to be over with,hopefully things will b better soon,i hate being sad. Hope everyone else had  a fun break,post and tell me wut ya did,

mood: cheerful music: straylight run~A slow Descent

                      Merry Christmas to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

•                                              Christmas has been wonderful so far,i hope its wonderful for all of u too!
• Ive eaten a ton :)
• Rob got to meet a lot of my wonderful family last night,and i got to meet a lot of his wonderful family!<3 so sweet
• Rob got me tickets to the stray light run/something corporate concert!<3 <3 <3 I Cant wait!!!
• Rob loved the pistons tickets,even tho i didnt get the best seats. :
• My Brother and my parents love everything that they got...
• I love everything that i got
• Having fun spending time with my family
• Saw meet the fockers! <3 <3 great movie
• Having an awsome Christmas!
• I hope everyone has a great Christmas and i love u all!
•                             Merry Christmas

mood: sick music: sienfeld on tv

Last nite was Robs work christmas party! It was at Forest lake Country Club! It was sooo nice! It was very formal,so we had to get all dressed up and it was a lot of fun. They had 2 fortine tellers,we went to both of them,and they each told us the opposite thing so we knew that they were full of shit.We ate really good food,and danced,and watched drunk people dance. It was all around a lot of fun.I think that i can honestly say Rob is the sweetest guy i have ever known. Ive never met a guy that is such a gentelmen to me and treats me so well.<3

                                           i <3 my Rob!

mood: sleepy music: Led Zeplin~stairway to heaven

Thursday nite my brother and his friend josh got in a car accident,and joshs car got ruined,if they wouldnt have had their seat belts on they would have died.So friday nite my Mom,Austin and i went to outback to celebrate my brother being alive! It kind of suxed tho because outback is like the yummiest place ever,but i havent been able to eat much at all lately so i didnt eat that much. After dinner Rob came and picked me up and we went to the senior show with a bunch of people.(the show was awsum,but the pretsel act was kind of disturbing) After the show Lindsay<3  and i went to Robs football game,which was fun,except they lost and rob was very pissed off! Then we took Linds home and Rob and i went to wendys,got a frosty and then parked  in the parking lot at overtime(under a really scary tree)eating it and talking about a lot of stuff.<3<3<3 He makes me really happy!! Saturday Jesse,Mo,Lindsay and i went to the ref clinic. Were gonna b kick ass refs!ha(linds and i will prolly make all of the wrong calls lolz) Then i went to Robs house,which of course was tons of fun!<3 Later that nite i went to megs and we went to dinner with her dad,mommy metril and daddy duddley at  shawn and audras resturaunt.(cass lake road house) Dinner was really good. Shawn got off of work early,so Shawn Meg and i went to kroger to see Jared(but he didnt show up for work),and to buy stuff to make johns birthday cake. Then we went bak to Megs house and made a strawberry cake,(in a glass bowl so it looked like a dome) dyed frosting a really cool blue,and put a ton of sprinkles in it.Then Shawn decided to be a nice friend and torture me with BUTTER! He had me in the corner of the bathroom with the butter really close to me and yea it wasnt cool,especially the part of when i touched the door knob and their was butter on it...i started crying. :/ Then Chester came over and we made Chocolate chip cookies for John.yum yum.Shawn gave meg a huge welt on her bum and it was bleeding!ahhh! Meg and i frosted the cake at 12:30 am,and put 18 green dots(with food dye) on it,it looked sooooo sweet! Today was Johns suprize 18th birthday party!He got 67 1 doller bills to go to the strip club with! :) The party was a lot of fun...it was awsum having everyone together again.Lindsay and i kept getting killed tho.Devon threw a frizby which hit me in the head because linds moved at the perfect time,then i died,fell on her and she hit her head on the table.lol We picked names for secert santa too,im really excited about who i got...i kno the perfect gift! :) Stacey was going to let Lindsay and i take her car for a drive around the block ...but then mommy mertil found out and that wasnt good. So instead we went to mcdonalds with devon,chester,and john. When we returned everyone had left to get pizza,so then they came bak and wouldnt give us ne! But yea the whole weekend was really fun,and the party was lots of fun and sorry that this is so long. I hope everyone else had a good weekend.I love all of u. x'z and O'z good nite

mood: quixotic music: sunday mornings~maroon 5

Today was kick booty! I went over to my love Jesses house!<3<3 We had a kick ass Sheeby and Jeeseca time!I miss those crazy days of our lives oh so much,but i kno that their is many more to come.I love Jess so much everytime im with her seriously alls we do is laugh are asses off so much about the stupidest stuff,but its so much fun! Big D!!!!<3333333 ahh!Are chicken pattys were delicious,and are hyperness was the best!

After i left Jesses i went to Robs and we watched rodoloph(sp?)with his family!<3

8 days until Johns  18th birthday yay!!!!!!!

mood: thankful music: tv

Today is thanksgiving and im really excited to see all of my family and to eat a lot. :) Im really thankful for a lot of things,like my friends and family,you guys all rock and i love u all oh so much!I hope everyone has a good thanksgiving and you all better eat alot!! I <3 you guys! X!'z amd O!'z

Happy Thanksgiving!

mood: nerdy music: indie rock n roll~The killers

This weekend was tons of fun!  Friday nite i went over to Robs house and we  watched mean girls because i <3 that movie!:) We played with Jacob for a while until he fell a sleep. Hes such a cutie!Then we looked at year books from when i was in pre school and he was in kindergarden,and looked at year books from middle skool. ahhhh scary stuff!! Then he had to go to his football game and i went home.

Saturday i went shopping with my mommy. Then Meg called and i went over to her house because i was suppossd to be spending the nite.. Molly was suppossed to have a bunch of her friends over and we were going to make her look  real HoTt.Well that didnt end up happening. Jesse came over with her annoying child devel baby.We layed on Megs bed for a really long time,having a really nice conversation,and  having fun with the EVA!!!!!ahhhhhhhh! Then i got this nice call from my mom telling me that she volunterd me to babysit.So my dad came and picked me up and i went to babysit. I was suppossed to be babysitting all nite,but ended up getting to leave really early because Kathy got sick. Then  Rob called me and said that he was going to the hockey game and wanted to kno if i wanted to go with him so of course i wanted to go. He came to pick me up and i wasnt ready yet,but he got to meet my mom. The game was really fun. Hung out with Rob, Josh Hagen,Brett Peters,Jamie, Duff,and Chelsea Teller. Everyone was really nice. After the game Rob and i went back to his house and watched perfect score.(we wanted to rent dawn of the dead but they wouldnt let us because we werent 18?) I feel a sleep  half way threw the movie listening to the beat of his heart.<3

Today  i went tanning and used this new lotion that made me really red. Audra came and picked me up and we went to the mall. Today was the first time that Audra and i have ever gone shopping together and both of us didnt buy anything!! We went bak to Audras house and and Meg,Shawn,Sean and Chester came over. We watched starsky(sp?) and hutch,while drinking  strawberry dacorys which were really good,and eating cookie dough<3<3 and gummy bears.Audra burnt a bag of popcorn and her whole kitchen was full of smoke.ahh! Then i went home and Rob and i went on an hour in a half long walk.which was really cool because we got to talk about a lot of stuff,and we got to pet horses!(we named them too!).So the weekend was pretty fun,i got to meet sum new people and im really excited!I love u guys good nite! X's and O's! <3

mood: crushed music: Slipknot:vermilion pt 2

I dont even kno where to begin,or really wut to say.I saw it coming,but now that the truth is out and its killing me. I dont kno why i even trust people,or why i believed one word he said to me. I just dont understand Why right in frount of my face?.Why does it have to be my best friend? Sum1 please tell me. < 3

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mood: thirsty music: journey:dont stop believing

Friday~* Sean and i hung out at his house all night. We watched old school,and went in the hot tub for a really long time. Their were stars out so i got really excited!!! Sean Alls i can say is that everytime were together,u amaze me more and more.<3Saturday was suppossed to be best friend reunion. I was suppossed to hang out with Miss Jackie Joyce,and Audra was suppossed to hang out with Miss Kristen Wileland,but it all ended up getting messed up and best friend reunion got called off.John,Meg,Jesse,Audra and i went to mongolian bbq and it was soooooo good! <3 We ate so much and were really crazy,im pretty sure we scared a lot of people!hehe Audra(green jacket),Meg(meg red hair),Jesse(red) and i(pink) completly attacked a hot fudge brownie,and this apple thing that i dont remember wut it was called. It was really good, but then i almost got sick and ran to the bathroom,audra jesse and meg ran after me and i died for a few min.Then they went and told John that i passed out in the bathroom in a pile of my own puke. lol Poor john! After dinner we went bak to audras house, Shawn and Sean came over and John left. We watched remember the titans,and sean was being grose!!I was out of it all nite because i didnt feel good,and jesse fell a sleep in a chair and then rolled out of it which i would have to say was priceless to see. I <3 ya jesse rose! The ladys spent the night of course and sean left at 1.

Sunday audra and i were suppossed to go to the movies with sean and jake but jake had to write a 5 page paper so we didnt end up going. Audra and i went to the mall,and shawn and chester met us their.Then we came bak to my house and hung out in THE ROOM! Audra stayed for sunday dinner with the family.

Today Kristen Lizzy and i went running!hahah It was really fun. We were running at the wave pool and were trapped in by fences so we decided that we need to jump one of the fences. Kristen and i didnt want too,and lizzy was like man im a pro at this,so Kristen ended up going first and did fine, i went second,slipped and got this really beautfil cut on my leg,which hurts really bad,and Lizzy went last and got stuck on the top of the fence!:) I <3 you ladys!

mood: confused music: Live like you were dieing~Tim mcgraw

Friday~*~Audras Partyyyyy! Fun stuff, Sean was a cop and Jake was a fire fighter,Audra and i got hand cuffed together which was pretty fun!Twister,Spin the bottle,Lap dances from Aj,Laundry room fun,lots of other crazy stuff!~!

Saturday~*~Regionals for Cross Countary,then Kristen had the whole team over to her house which was fun. Saturday night Audra Jake and i went over to Seans and we all went in the hot tub. Michigan beat State!!!Heck yea! :) (sorry sean<3) that was lots of fun, then audra and i went and picked up jesse and went to the silverdome for megs band comp. We met up with Shawn and Shavone. The band comp was really cool. Then at like 11 we went to ajs.Shawn almost killed us on the way their because we almost drove into a lake!ahh  Jesse and i drank the best pineapple pop ever,and sean and i cuddled on the couch. Then Sean took Audra,Jesse and i home and Meg came over at like 1:30 am.

Sunday~*~Woke up at 9 thinking that it was 10. Went out to breakfast with audra meg and shawn.Went trick or treating with a million people which was fun stuff.

Today i hung out with Meg and Mcdouglad  which was really fun.

                                                         <3

mood: cold music: gob~break

Tomororw is our last cross countary practice for the season.  Im excited in a way,just because we have been practicing since july and im ready for a break,but im going to miss it a lot. We had such a fun season and i love everyone on  the team oh so much. :) Saturday is regionals at springfield oaks.The course is really hilly,but we all kno it pretty well so hopefully everyone will do good.<3<3

*Tomororw is Auaus halloween party!Im really excited its going to be so much fun!

*Saturday is regionals,then kristens house, then megs band comp, then party at Ajs,then stayin the night at audras!

*Sunday shawn is making audra jesse and i into freaks for halloween my hair is going to be spiked and spray painted pink ha its going to be HOTT! Im excited

Sean Newlin~You put a smile on my face everytime i talk to you. <3

        XoXoxO

mood: rushed music: somebody told me~The killers

Friday*~GiRls NiGhT! Audra,Jesse,Meg,Ashli,Me and all of our moms went to the movies and saw "Shell we dance". It was really really cute. i liked it a lot!After the movie we went to auaus and hung out.

Saturday~*~ I had pracitce and then went out to eat with Nikki,Kathy and Kyle and VP which was really good,but this creepy old guy kept staring at us and it was scary.Then Audra,Mommy Murtil and i went to target <3.  Then Audra and i went bak to her house and got ready to go to ajs. We were an hour in a half late. ha :/  A million  people ended up coming over to ajs house and it was crazy fun! I met Sean Newlin,hes really cool! Audra got a lap dance from aj, and i got to be the money pot for poker.:) fun stuff.

Sunday*~*I went shopping with my mommy and then went to the cider mill with Sean,Audra,Jesse,John,Jared,Shawn,Meg,Mcdoguald and Chester. We ate ALOT of donuts/drank cider. We went on a hayride too!<3<3<3 Mcdouglad broke his foot which was kind of funny but i feel bad for him! Then we all went back to audras and hung out for a while, then went out to eat at cass lake road house. Josh Spalding and Aj met us their and then we all went to the movies to see the grudge. I thought that it was going to be really scary but it wasnt really that bad. Shawn was freaking out,and Aj was really scared too. Sean and i pretty much ended up talking threw the whole movie wbich was cool.

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